War, Saturn, Peace

Sat­urn turns hexag­o­nal.

This blows my mind for­ever. I have a hard time believ­ing this. I can’t see it. But it is hap­pen­ing. Think­ing in con­text about how big an area that hexa­gon is ver­sus how much space I occupy in the uni­verse. It takes me a sec­ond to con­tex­tu­al­ize this. An infi­nite amount of sec­onds. Dis­tances we mea­sure in time. And at this same moment hor­ri­ble things are hap­pen­ing. Peo­ple are being bru­tal­ized and killed and I can’t get over the uni­verse or myself or some planet.