Monthly Archive for August, 2009

It’s still summer

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Can any­thing besides bore­dom defeat romance? Stop me—boredom is just a love song sung in elim­i­na­tions, as hands love the hours with tucked thumbs and weather invents the charts’ devo­tion; What our eyes do to prose.

Intel­li­gence is roman­tic. I wrote that down but I also remem­bered. The oppo­site of what’s real is not fancy. Some­one else fin­ished that thought, beautifully.

My par­ents mailed me pic­tures of my dog in another woman’s jew­elry. I look at the pic­tures like a chal­lenge; I show them off.

How do you explain the insep­a­ra­ble num­ber of things with­out the impa­tience
of import? Bring it all to shore, as we do in sen­tences. This is a sen­tence. And some­one else, with a footnote.

I could start again, to shore; give up the index for a human traf­fic light.

What I mean is just that if the gates are really gone we’ve been more watch­ful than we thought: nar­row if not per­mis­sive, delib­er­ate if not care­ful. Not sure, let­ting any­thing amount to consent.

When speak­ing Russ­ian, a self is felt but has no proper name.” But in Eng­lish we’re cow­boys: bri­dled romance car­ries us from con­text to noun.

We cup a land­scape for its porce­lain rim and trace it, only. This is the mean­ing of a palace of time, the sanc­tity of tub­ing down the river.

I am devoted, then, to a charged tedium, a slack inter­est. At The Office of Weary Sur­prises, I reg­u­late sum­mer tem­per­a­tures. When the clock says to, I lead com­pany exer­cises: stare and hum, stretch the truth, sad­dle up and weep.