You will be disappointed.

This is how it all began. Some of you will get some­thing in the mail, but don’t be fooled: it dete­ri­o­rates from here.

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Hello.

Hello.

Her face could heal a man.

The first prin­ci­ple of div­ina­tions: speak in past tense.

The only principle.

Am I that her?

It’s a trick. I rec­og­nized my gift for the first time lis­ten­ing to the radio.

And even­tu­ally the vari­ety will be infinite?

In the begin­ning, every­thing was ugly, but you’re right, the truth is get­ting prettier.

The more you have to stand back.

How does it go? The only cer­tain part?

Try putting it there. Look at it.

Now hold its knees, and hum.

And say, That baby don’t look like me.

That’s advanced.

Who doesn’t know that this city was founded only after tak­ing the divinations?
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I am glad it wasn’t beau­ti­ful, and then it was.

Only after.

What you lost, and what you had.

Some of your dreams are unrealistic.

And say, Mama, don’t you know I love you?

It is pos­si­ble to direct the birds, but only after.

When God closes a door, you should start to talk about sailing.

There are some for­mu­las: wash­ing things, plac­ing them under your pil­low, the rhyme commencing.

Do you remember?

You weren’t not unlike yourself.
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Prac­tice rank­ing a set of given possibilities.

There’s given, bor­rowed, bought and stolen.

Tues­day, Fri­day, Sun­day, Thursday.

The radio will help you accept your limitations.

For­get about oars and sails, you can add them later.

Do you remem­ber your first moment of self-awareness?

It could have been at any time.

I’ll tell you the object: to end up in some sort of embrace. So, what­ever it takes.

There are so many songs now, and they’re get­ting gentler.

Smarter.

You can only name the parts after, if you have to.

You have to.

For some­one who is less than fully aware, but more than blindly igno­rant, it makes it eas­ier to accept the prob­a­bil­ity of unfold­ing events.

This is why I sug­gest look­ing away, and then memorizing.
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What do you tell peo­ple always?

Some of your dreams are unrealistic.

Do what your birds have pre­dicted would be possible.

That’s not much.

Stand back. Far­ther. Say, What you lost, and what you had.

What you lost, and what you had.

Com­pare every­thing to desert air.

And what if they don’t believe you?

That would be stupid.

Do you remem­ber how we met?

Not by chance.

It wasn’t like that at all.

She was drag­ging her oars.

It was that after­noon I went sailing.

I’ve mem­o­rized it perfectly.

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