Comments on: Aequus nox http://existentialmedia.org/lionmouth/2008/03/aequus-nox/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 21:39:28 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9.2 hourly 1 By: Laura http://existentialmedia.org/lionmouth/2008/03/aequus-nox/comment-page-1/#comment-83 Laura Sun, 23 Mar 2008 20:26:07 +0000 http://existentialmedia.org/lionmouth/2008/03/aequus-nox/#comment-83 I wonder about the cyclical process of wanting to be touched and touching and hating contact and resenting people for looking me in the eye. I wonder if it has anything to do with actual circumstance, or seasons, or the moon, space. Nothing forever. I never want to explain anything ever again. I know this will pass. I want to threaten people, not with love. But then I have this terrible urge to spend hours creating tiny gifts to send to certain people. This is like throwing the keys in the water. Like staring at the full moon and going to sleep. No further. No trace. I think people can see you tingle with the promise of tiny flames, like skirts. I wonder about the cyclical process of wanting to be touched and touching and hating contact and resenting people for looking me in the eye. I wonder if it has anything to do with actual circumstance, or seasons, or the moon, space. Nothing forever.

I never want to explain anything ever again. I know this will pass. I want to threaten people, not with love. But then I have this terrible urge to spend hours creating tiny gifts to send to certain people.

This is like throwing the keys in the water.

Like staring at the full moon and going to sleep. No further. No trace.

I think people can see you tingle with the promise of tiny flames, like skirts.

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