In west LA, we’re blooming lilacs

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When I was in sixth grade I used to play a game with time. I spent nearly every wak­ing hour with my best friend Danielle. And if it was her par­ents’ turn to drive, I endured those tor­tur­ous I-don’t-have-to-be-bored-at-home-without-my-best-friend-but-I-still-am min­utes by trac­ing the route from her house to mine in my mind. There were no cell phones back then. The few times that I nailed it, the door­bell ring­ing in per­fect syn­chronic­ity with the one in my head, what a thrill.

There is an inti­macy in the maps we make. It is kindof like touch­ing the face of some­one you love while they are heavy in sleep. You share noth­ing. It is your secret. A secret that makes you a bet­ter person.

I love to retrace my old route to and from work. I think about the pro­gres­sion of feel­ing exud­ing from each part of the streets. The cross­ing guards at the three ele­men­tary schools. The change of speed get­ting onto Santa Mon­ica. Each hill. Each change in the sky and my lungs. Each choice.

I couldn’t sleep at all. I just kept think­ing about our apart­ment, an island–a relic of the Ice Age still and soft beneath its roots.

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  1. Well said.

    Comment by Matthew — April 14, 2009 #

  2. Seri­ously, well said.

    Comment by alisha — April 15, 2009 #

  3. How beau­ti­ful.

    Comment by Trudy — October 15, 2009 #

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