A little something

Adam Philips remarked

“[Sebald’s] is a long­ing for truth­ful­ness that redeems noth­ing. He doesn’t believe the truth will save us, he believes that the truth is the only thing that we have got to work with.“1

Using the reflex­ive prop­erty, this means that all we have got to work with is the truth. That just bent my mind.

Today I feel sin­cerely aware of this amaz­ing fact. I feel like what I have to work with is beam­ing admi­ra­tion. I am in a great mood.

Matthew and I watched Ground­hog Day. awe­some. It was the per­fect cul­mi­na­tion to per­haps the great­est 24 hours of my life. Oh, my god, what am I that these stun­ning peo­ple are puls­ing and danc­ing in my life. I am hum­bled by their faces and your words, you know who you are. Yeah, you.

e v e r y o n e

I’m in such a good mood that I don’t even care that this entry is nau­se­at­ingly sen­ti­men­tal. and short. Some might also add weird or annoy­ing. Hey, that’s alright, I agree.

1. “The Truth, The Whole Truth,” the Observer, Feb­ru­ary 23, 2003.

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  1. “He doesn’t believe the truth will save us, he believes that the truth is the only thing that we have got to work with.”

    This reminded me of some­thing Sam Shep­ard said in ref­er­ence to “the enig­matic end­ing of [his play] Buried Child”: “The ambi­gu­ity of the end­ing avoids the com­fort of cathar­sis, which, Shep­ard says, ‘gets rid of some­thing, and I’m not look­ing to get rid of it. I’m not writ­ing plays to vent demons. I want to shake hands with them.’”

    I also read this today, which may or may not be related:

    “While the rain of your fin­ger­tips falls,
    whiles the rain of your bones falls,
    and your laugh­ter and mar­row fall down,
    you come fly­ing.“
    (Pablo Neruda)

    I love you.

    Comment by Alisha — May 29, 2007 #

  2. What would it be like to feel your­self fly­ing? Some­times I think that’s what’s hap­pen­ing when we shake hands with our demons. Or moisten our bod­ies in each oth­ers shadows.

    I love you, too.

    Thank you (Some­times that’s all I can say)

    Comment by Laura — May 29, 2007 #

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