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Happy Pi Day – Existential Media
Don’t concern yourself with St. Patrick’s Day just yet. Today, tonight, you need to celebrate Pi Day. Eat pie, pizza or fruit or even quiche, and contemplate that time when your calculus teacher in high school excitedly celebrated Pi Day with you, having prepared games and treats. Or watch Pi with your friends and have your brain hurt. Or do what you do best and live your life. You are rad. What is your favorite Pi Day memory?
oh yeah i’m alright – I know, right?
Single Jury Mast – Hitch or Fist
- Form two loops in rope with the second overlapping the first.
- Simultaneously pull bights — the bight for the second loop goes under through the first loop, the bight for the first loop goes over through the second loop.
- Pull loops to tighten.
I wear this jacket a lot – What I Wore Today

Me2010 – What I Wore Today

C.R.E.A.M. – What I Wore Today

Chard Rules Everything Around Me, son!!!
anywhere is tropical under glass – I know, right?
Selling Products – Prescott Family
Coming soon probably
Public Repositories – Merde
Setting up and maintaining Existential Media I’ve learned some things that I would like to share. I’m adding my hacks and code that I’ve used for Existential Media to GitHub. This will include some WordPress themes and altered plugins initially, but I will be adding more. Transparency. Roll your own.
It’s Sunday – What I Wore Today

I’ve been pretty sick. It sucks. Today I woke up at 2. I am OK with this because it is Sunday. I feel like a big glob of snot.
Using suexec and mod_fcgid – Merde
Since setting up our new server, I’ve been trying to figure out user/group permissions. I wanted WordPress to be able to write to the server (to create thumbnails, update plugins, etc), and at the same time I wanted to be able to write to the server logging in as my user in Transmit. I had resolved to setting the user/group to www-data (the Apache user, so WordPress could write to the server). Then I added myself to the group www-data and set the permissions for all the files to 775.
That worked. But it didn’t seem right. On our shared server before this it wasn’t like this. This is when I discovered using suexec and mod_fcgid. Using suexec PHP can run as my user. That way I can have the correct file permissions and be the owner of my files. It took me a while to find information on how to set this up, and once I did I was definitely confused at points. I based my work on two tutorials.
The first tutorial I worked with was on HowtoForge. I skipped the steps on installing Apache and setting up virtual hosts. I followed the other instructions pretty closely. But once I had finished, the server was throwing up 500 errors.
The second tutorial I found to help me with where I hadn’t succeeded. The steps were fairly similar. The one difference I noticed that fixed my problem was to make the php-fcgi-starter executable. Wow. Simple.
chmod a+x
The Book of Nature – lion.mouth
The Book of Nature is an ancient, embedded analogy. We listen for nature to speak and read what’s written in the stars. This type of thinking is strange, ignorant of particulars and multitudes and the self. True observation is a radical discipline that cultivates subjectivity.
Last summer, on the recommendation of a friend, I read John Stilgoe’s Outside Lies Magic. The corny title belies the contents, which are fresh and heartfelt. Stilgoe is a zealous pedestrian. As in, devoted to walking. He makes a lion of the everyday explorer; someone who, simply by noticing, scares awareness into the “ordinary” landscape.
There are features of the landscape that are “closed to us,” he puts it. Topographies and histories we don’t know we’re missing. The person who stops to read what’s stamped on a manhole cover, or follows a power-line to the utility man’s fence-hole, realizes there are whole “systems of closed features.” This person uncloaks the Divine Hand, grounds the metaphysical, and sees the tracks we’ve laid. This person knows the quiet muscle of humans working in blind concert. This person is surprised and invigorated by scale.
What is Stilgoe advocating if not a primitive, unprogrammed empiricism? As it applies to the method, so to our individual selves: theory wants observation, and observation, experiment. Looking makes you curiouser and curiouser, an end in itself.
It’s true, isn’t it? Over and over again our bodies are made sensible by looking. I love cities because the signs are obvious; the settler’s intentions recorded in concrete. The challenge is recognizing the built-in blinders. Every object narrates, making skylines, parks and neighborhoods essentially unscientific. But so’s everything, from where a person stands.
In wilderness and rural places it’s even easier to divorce history from matter. Mountains are unsolvable and valleys seem enclosed. Thoreau looked around and nearly fell apart, writing, “To come in contact with it,–rocks, trees, wind on our cheeks! The solid earth! The actual world! The common sense! Contact! Contact! Who are we? Where are we?”
I like to imagine the early explorers, naturalists and scientists looking around with at least as much vehemence as Thoreau. In an essay titled “Strangeness,” Lyn Hejinian writes that they “sought to discover the tangibility and singular distinctness of the world’s exuberant details and individualities without spiriting them away from each other.” In other words, they sought to reveal a thing without setting it apart. It’s a writer’s wish. But to reveal a thing entire is to reveal the universe entire. So you do your best; you describe.
Still sick – What I Wore Today

The myth of the marketplace – The Myth of the Breeze
We left the house at 5:45 this morning, snow falling despite predictions of clear skies. The commuters were already awake, making their way into Boston. And we headed for an industrial corner of the city that surely stays up all night, the New England Produce Market. At the entrance, a dunkin donuts serves weary truckers who’ve just driven through the night, as does the King Arthur Strip Club. A vendor on the sidewalk sells t-shirts that read “Fuck A-Rod.”
I pictured, at the least, a marketplace; a corridor of vendors displaying their produce and restaurateurs browsing for the week’s supply. What I found instead were cardboard boxes, stacked to the ceiling, a highway of forklifts and unmarked semi-trucks. We stayed mostly outside, searching for empty boxes and various farm supplies. Walking through a potato house, every man looked up as a I passed. “They don’t see many women around here,” Kevin said to me. In the warehouse, men dumped potatoes from hundred pound bags, sorted out the rotten, and re-packed them into smaller boxes, so Idaho potatoes co-mingled with Mexico-grown potatoes, bound for some New England grocery store. Outside, potatoes littered the asphalt, their long journeys ending in rejection.
I am forgetful of scale. But on a morning where I awoke before the sun and trekked into a city of tangled streets, I stood between boxes, between trucks, between warehouses, supposedly each filled with produce, and was reminded that I am tiny.
I put pants on for this – What I Wore Today

Being Home – What I Wore Today

1980 – What I Wore Today
Every day on Kauai – What I Wore Today

Porch Vibe – What I Wore Today

Come hang out or whatever.
The Fortune – What I Wore Today
Setting up Ubuntu on Slicehost – Merde

DIY. Punk. Whatever. DIT. Open source. I have been semi-successful in moving off of shared hosting to VPS hosting with Slicehost. I hope you don’t get the impression that this was easy and I could setup a server whenever with my eyes closed. I put some work into it. And that is why I’m writing this. This post is coming to you from Ubuntu 9.10, Apache 2.2.12, MySQL 5.1.37, and PHP 5.2.10. All of which I installed with apt-get. I chose Ubuntu because I had a little experience with it already, and because since it is pretty popular that means a lot of people are working on it.
I chose to do this project because I thought it important to know more intricately how these kinds of things work. I had a pretty good understanding of the basics, but I wanted to delve deeper. Optimize. It was an art project for me. Roll your own. Also, I’m not going to lie, there was a monetary aspect to this as well. The price is the same as my old server, but the new server is much more well endowed.
Let’s talk about process. To setup the server, I followed this tutorial from the Slicehost wiki. I did some things differently because this tutorial is a little outdated. For example, they instruct you to build Apache from source, but I so much more easily installed the Ubuntu package. Also, this tutorial doesn’t really talk about setting up VirtualHosts in Apache, which is necessary for adding domains. Here are my steps for doing this in Ubuntu.
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cd /etc/apache2/sites-available -
sudo cp default yourdomain.com -
sudo nano yourdomain.com - Add the line
ServerName yourdomain.comand change theDocumentRootandDirectoryto where your site resides on your server (i.e. /var/www or your home folder) - Ctrl-o to save your changes, then ctrl-x to exit.
- Run
sudo a2ensite yourdomain.comto add your domain to sites-enabled - Then reload Apache with
sudo /etc/init.d/apache2 reload
This now means more of the responsibility for how things work is in my hands. No more relying on others. Taking care on my stuff.
Festive – What I Wore Today

The Breakfast – What I Wore Today
When I finally woke up early and had breakfast with Laura before work – What I Wore Today
















